[5 Months.]

it's already 5 months...

you died on 11th july.

you were only 19 years old.

i thought about you very often today,

even if i was with friends.

even if i had to laugh.

because they wouldn't understand either.

i miss you.

and even if you wouldn't want me to,

i had to cry again.

*17.04.1992        +11.07.2011